Currently I am physically exhausted.  Not the good kind like after a great workout or after working in the yard, it’s the lack of sleep because the foster baby isn’t sleeping very well kind.  The one that seems like I am never going to catch up.  I know it’s temporary but when I am this tired, it doesn’t feel like it’s ever going to end.  And it messes with my mind, emotions and pure give a damn.  And it makes me realize, exhaustion is not recommended for people over 40.